I have struggled with this feeling for a long time. The feeling of emptiness. It's as if everything my life has become is wrong. The people i love, the people i care about. All is so wrong. I have lost many friends. people whom i have really wanted to be friends or to remain as friends with. I know now that it's just not possible. I'am just too different from the others. Perhaps i will never find my peace. Nor will i ever find that someone to be close by me.
I am done waiting. I am done searching. I am DONE.
I have decided to leave it all behind. I am breaking off all contacts i have. No one will give a damn anyway. That's just the way life is. The people i love and STILL do. Well... they are better off without me in their lives. That's for sure.
James Lee Ng
Gender: Male (Like Duhz!)
Age: Above 21 ;D
Nicknames: Moderator/Angel-x/LostFaith/EarlGrey
Marital Status: Single and Available
Lives with: Family at YCK area
Occupation: Executive Officer
Licence: Class 3 (W.e.f 13/04/06)
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interests
StarTrek (All Series): Member of StarTrek Fan Group of Singapore (STFGSG)
Aikido: Member of Aikido Shinju-Kai Singapore since November 2004. 6th Kyu (Blue Belt) 27th March 05. 5th Kyu (Blue Gold) 19th June 05.
4th Kyu (Brown Belt) 25th Sept 05 3rd Kyu (Brown-Gold) 19th Mar 06
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dislikes
Lateness
Indeciveness
Vulguar Words
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Acting Appearences
"Men at 40 (Channel 8) Waiter" "The Champions (Channel 8)CID Officer" "Xi Ling Men II (Channel 8)Police/CID Officer"
"My Mighty In-Laws (Channel 8)Wushu Student" "A Child's Hope II (Channel 8) Medic"
"Room in my Heart (Channel 8) Volunteer" "My Lucky Charm (Channel 8)Wushu Student"
"Zero to Hero (Channel 8) HellGuard" "Potrait of Home (Channel 8) Cameraman" "Feng Niao (Channel 8) Ah Cai"
"Fa Yi X Dang An (Channel 8) Messenger" "Ai Yoh, Wo De Ma (channel 8) Enviroment Officer" "Wu Chu Cai Hong (Channel 8) Security Guard"
"Ai De Zhang Men Ren (Channel 8) Reporter (occuring role)"
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Services Provided
Tuition: Once a week, One Subject (Eng,Lit,Geog or Chi), 2 hours per session SGD$180
Events Hosting/Emcee: Neg on Project Basis (SGD$90 - SGD$180 per project)
Advertisment Talent: Market Rate. Counselling