I saw him by chance tonite. He was just suddenly there. Out of the blue. The only person i have ever truely loved. The person whom i gave 4 Years of my life to. The person whom i held on to, beyond all hope, that maybe, just maybe somehow, my actions could move him. But NO. It was not to be.
He walked away. After telling me "Let's pretend we never knew each other in the first place." After 4 years being as close as real life brothers..... he Simply Walked away.
He saw me too. He nodded at my direction. But those eyes were blank.... not the usual "Oh! that's my long lost brother" type of look. Rather, the "Oh Shit... it's Him" type of look. And again, he simply walked away....
His appearence triggered many emotions and memories in me.... those very same feelings that i have tried so hard to forget, tried so hard to bury. I find myself fighting back tears of despair. Of hopelessness. And i believe i saw him today for a reason.
Someone up there hates me.
He was brought to my sights today, stirring up my emotions again for one sole purpose. To tell me a message straight in my face.
James Lee Ng
Gender: Male (Like Duhz!)
Age: Above 21 ;D
Nicknames: Moderator/Angel-x/LostFaith/EarlGrey
Marital Status: Single and Available
Lives with: Family at YCK area
Occupation: Executive Officer
Licence: Class 3 (W.e.f 13/04/06)
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interests
StarTrek (All Series): Member of StarTrek Fan Group of Singapore (STFGSG)
Aikido: Member of Aikido Shinju-Kai Singapore since November 2004. 6th Kyu (Blue Belt) 27th March 05. 5th Kyu (Blue Gold) 19th June 05.
4th Kyu (Brown Belt) 25th Sept 05 3rd Kyu (Brown-Gold) 19th Mar 06
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dislikes
Lateness
Indeciveness
Vulguar Words
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Acting Appearences
"Men at 40 (Channel 8) Waiter" "The Champions (Channel 8)CID Officer" "Xi Ling Men II (Channel 8)Police/CID Officer"
"My Mighty In-Laws (Channel 8)Wushu Student" "A Child's Hope II (Channel 8) Medic"
"Room in my Heart (Channel 8) Volunteer" "My Lucky Charm (Channel 8)Wushu Student"
"Zero to Hero (Channel 8) HellGuard" "Potrait of Home (Channel 8) Cameraman" "Feng Niao (Channel 8) Ah Cai"
"Fa Yi X Dang An (Channel 8) Messenger" "Ai Yoh, Wo De Ma (channel 8) Enviroment Officer" "Wu Chu Cai Hong (Channel 8) Security Guard"
"Ai De Zhang Men Ren (Channel 8) Reporter (occuring role)"
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Services Provided
Tuition: Once a week, One Subject (Eng,Lit,Geog or Chi), 2 hours per session SGD$180
Events Hosting/Emcee: Neg on Project Basis (SGD$90 - SGD$180 per project)
Advertisment Talent: Market Rate. Counselling
