Tuesday 14th June 05 1111pm
I skipped work today to meet Eddie and Lester at Bishan as it was firstly to sort of celebrate Eddie's B'day as well as a "sending off" for Lester as he will be leaving for KL tonite. We were supposed to meet at 12:30pm. As usual, they were LATE. Eddie came at 1245 and Lester came at about 1250. Anyway, we proceded to J8 and went to GV. Got ourselves tickets for (Mr and Mrs Smith). I had to PAY for Eddie's ticket..... that weasel........ used his B'day status to ROB me of 7 bucks..... *curses and swears*....... Anyway... we went for lunch at the food court before going for the movie. Eddie is sooooo much more cuter now.... sigh....... in the cinema he was sitting besides me and he arm touched mine.... My GOD...... i thought i was in heaven.... You know... the Heavy Hearted feeling.... anyway...... After the movie we went to coffeebean for what else.... coffee lar.... then talk rooster for about an hour before we went our seperate ways.
I reached Pasir Ris East CC on time for our Aikido Training. Milton came first, Then followed by Jonathan awhile later...... Sigh..... Jonathan... another cute boyboy....... oh well..... *rolls eyes*
We trained abit... then left for dinner at about 7:30pm. Cliff came by around 8 plus. He had his dinner then we continued with our training near his house. Before we know it.... it was already 10pm. We headed home..... And hoped to hell we manage to get a double promotion for this coming Grading.....
Eddie may never ever know my true feelings for him..... i really want to tell him too.... he deserves to know and to make his own decisions..... i owe him at least that... but i am already prepared for him to just turn around and walk away... Just like Mingzhe, BoonYong, Julius, Raymond, Kelvin, Calvin, Nick, Benji, FengQuan, Isaac, Jonathan and many others.......
Looks like i am fated to be alone and unwanted in a little corner of my own life.
Who am i to fight fate?
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